Carel. W

Hari Raya Outing

2009-09-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

As Usual, we went out to a few houses. N my dad was like the time keeper as usual. Every house not more then five mins can u expect! just imagine gobbling up...hiash...dad2 u must learn to be patient...so on we went to the next house...Oh my, their satay make me drool non stop ...REST ASSURED S.one i've got keep for u some..hhaa...sadly only had five sticks..
last house was at my grannies...Just imagine a busload of ppl attacking ur house..that was how chaotic it was...i tell u it was like a sauna room in there....perspiration fall non stop....on the brighter side, i manage to meet my relatives and also get ang pao...shiok...dont worry s.one i will SHARE THE LOVE. i believe in giving and getting back......

From,
Danie
With loves

Carel ....with love

2009-09-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

some days we argue....some days we are cheerful...some days we feel that how lucky that we are united as one...the truth is that what we hold lies in our relationship...as till today we are still as one ...united not once even we have fallen to great depths....this is what true love means...endless boundaries no matter any circumstances....

From Danie

2009-09-23T20:28:00.001+08:00

Oh, he treats me with respect, he says he loves me all the time
He calls me fifteen times a day, he likes to make sure that I'm fine
You know I've never met a man who's made me feel quite so secure
He's not like all them other boys, they're all so dumb and immature

2009-09-23T11:45:00.000+08:00

Prelims over. Best.
1 more day!

2009-09-21T21:20:00.001+08:00

Yay! Prelims ending soon

2009-09-05T19:34:00.001+08:00

Lunched with Bestfriend after Social Studies paper,

wanted to find her white bag

but we ended up indulging our stomachs.

See, i failed to fast again.

Geylang Bazaar with

Amanda, Mamat and Ally.

The smoke, the food.

I don't mind working at Ramly Burger,

standing in front of the stove for more than 8hours.

Free sauna to lose weight.

Met up with Special One this afternoon

intended to catch a movie

but i was late

so we ended up walking

ENDLESSLY!

Intended to fast today

but the temptation of those

pandan kuehs at home make me drool.

Intended to go for a evening jog

but the temptation of family feast,

those chicken wings make me drool.

Okay, it's time to bloody

drink my hot cheena chinese tea

so i can lose all the calories,

the best diarrhoea.

Ok bye!

Pointless

2009-09-02T22:33:00.001+08:00

What's the point of being there
When I no longer need it?
What's the point of saying you will be there
When you weren't in the first place?
Didn't you promise to be there when I need you?
Then where were you when I need you?

It isn't your fault
It's just inevitable that rough patches occurred
When you're absent
Blame God

Choice

2009-08-31T21:33:00.000+08:00

I communicate with my Father pratically everything

This time he told me this sentence

"make the right choice"

Hope my friend makes the right choice this time

and me making the right choice from the start

Caught

2009-08-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

I feel helpless
When I can't do anything
To help my two dear friends
It's upset to see both of them
Falling out infont of you
And the worse
Is that I'm not of any help

Need some moral support
Currently and always

2009-08-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

You'd better meant it
Thrice failed,
lesbian-ity here i come

Past present present n future tenses..

2009-08-28T01:22:00.002+08:00

im suffering from insomnia, so i decided to blog....
sometimes i do appear to be not down to earth..
but do forgive me yah haha cause i got an itchy butt..
despite that im someone who will be there..
no matter anything that comes.
i may not look serius..
but looks maybe deceiving .
cos deep down i really do care..?
not a little but a lot XD ....
how many percent u may hear frequently?
I can safely say 200 percent.!!
to wonglynlee i hope that the present will lead to the future
cos ur i will be in ur life no matter what...
tomorrow and the future;)
From,
Danie

2009-08-23T20:36:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i just feel so down..

Early symptons of Menopause?

2009-08-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

Why is my beau so irritating?
Throw flowers?
Stupid

You're tired? I am

2009-08-20T21:20:00.001+08:00

F&N mock prelim
History tutorial
Night Studies

I needa stuck bucking up on my physics
study tmr la!

Special One's exam tmr,
good good luck okay.
But must return me after exams ah,
cos i need it badly
MORE THAN YOU!
Heheh
I love you <3

Mother Tongue O Level Results

2009-08-19T15:55:00.001+08:00

Am so gonna retake chinese and get an A1
In the mean time,
indulge me with mountains of chocolates
Pleassseeeee

My world came down

2009-08-18T14:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i just feel like dying.
Let me hang in there for another 3months

A little thing

2009-08-17T17:32:00.003+08:00

Made a fuss out something small ytd.
To think that i was jealous over a maid?
Throwing tantrums, disrupting his study period.
What an unreasonable girl, yes i am!
But hey at least he was tolerant throughout the 1 1/2 hours.
From now on, i shall maintain being his best girlfriend

Sometimes if you're feeling stressed over studies, watch this to cheer the mood up k :)

Revelation of Hearts

2009-08-16T00:06:00.004+08:00

Don't wait until it's too late to tell someone how much you love, how much you care. Because when they're gone, no matter how loud you shout and cry, they won't hear you anymore.
Thus, it is a life lesson because i really learn that i should treasure somone like u and not take things for granted because once gone it can never return. ;]

From Danie

LETS GO BACK, BACK TO WHERE IT STARTED

2009-08-14T21:45:00.001+08:00

Absence makes the heart fonder

BROTHER ZHAM'S 18th

2009-08-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

13 Aug, Brother Zham's 18th birthday.
Finally officially 18. Able to buy ciggs openly. Driving license.
That's what he craves for.
The best bro i've ever met, since Hiroshima.
Thurs meet-up with Brother Da and Brother Zham were the best.
But now both of them are busy in Poly.
But they still ROCK deep down my heart <3
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER ZHAM
Love you deep deep, as usual(:

Lovely u ....

2009-08-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

u are evrything one can dream to hav
But luckily i got the oppurtunity to do so hints2
Even others think that im a fortunate guy
ever heard the song from Jason Mraz
it totally suit me cos i'm lucky to hav found u
Now i have u, i'll not let u slip away from my arms
Cherish u and forever will
From
S.one

Spelling errors

2009-08-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

Only my special one is capable of having spelling errors. Didn't know that i'm a dime (worth 10cents) in his eyes only. Initial idea was diamond but he just prefer to type dime.
Anyway special one, don't worry about your Eng test okay? I believe you wouldn't be the one who failed okay? I've faith in you. Even if it's you, it's alright. There's always another test!

Carel

2009-08-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

Factfile

1)Leo's forgive but never forget
2)Spontaneous
3)Lively
4)Cheerful
5)Smart
6)Chio
7)Lover guru ( Some say best in "JB" and even in "Batam")
8)Never say die attitude

Simply said, someone that u should ought to know as she's a dime!

My birthday

2009-08-10T21:48:00.001+08:00

I've nothing to say but i love my Special One and my Bestfriend(:

Gift

2009-08-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

God gave a gift to the world when you were born; a person who loves and cares, who sees a person's need and fills it, who encourages and lifts people up, who spends energy on others rather than himself, who touches each life he enters & makes a difference in the world. May the love you have shown to others return to you multiplied.

From
Danie

Birthday..

2009-08-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

i bet you are still sleeping...probably tired by the thousand over birthday wishes past midnight....certainly i hope i had been the first and always be to wish u a happy birthday..sorry xue ting hahha;] still remember the words unwine or ture? i hope i will be the one who is there to get to experience that with u when you experience your late night sugar rushes...always there no matter ups and downs...once again, i will like to wish u a "LEGAL"xxx sixteenth birthday may we achieve the aims in life together;] present-future

From
Danie

Someone special....

2009-08-09T21:59:00.003+08:00

More than a year has passed, we are still going on strong. Remember the phrase two smses and one miss call? Sounds familiar. We started just as that not knowing what lies ahead us...fast foward we are now in the year of 2009 ...the flame is still lighted up strong..thats how close we are... i really hope that the flame never die off..happy sixteen birthday in advance and may you prosper and stay beautiful;]
From, Danie

He misunderstood me again

2009-08-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Guess i said the wrong word to Chean again. He always misinterpret my words. Nevermind. Eh, don't angry kk?

We had fun!

2009-08-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

Had a fun day with Navinhunk and Amanda Rare Bu today. First we went to Far East and walked around. Pretty tired of walking, can't resist the temptation of spending money. Had late lunch at Nana Thai. Lastly, we walked around Marina Bay and the flyer, acting like some tourists. Ate Popeyes then walked to Marina Square for starbucks. Good day!

When the world comes down

2009-08-06T15:02:00.003+08:00

It seems as though everyone has anger towards school and life. And until they truly understand the whole situation, they have already break down. Not only Allison, so do i have my times of breakdown and anger. Honestly, i ain't looking forward to daily school any of this year, it seems as though my motivation level is low. Having nice classmates around me only bring me smiles but never once motivation. Each has their own life and problems and that is something i can never intrude and they intruding mine. We respect each other and interfere in lesser stuffs. But it seems though problems are never ending and that everyone is facing a breakdown any sooner.

School doesn't seem to the second home in which many people refer to as it is. Friends are becoming lesser understanding due to the upcoming Os and maybe because of H1N1 social distancing. It seems as though it's as hard as digging the ocean to find some inspiration from someone. Basically, everyone's self centered. The stress and anger doesn't come from school only but also life and family. There's time when you feel like falling and that there's no one there to hold you. Words are just words and 9 out 10 hardly realise. Family memeber aren't as supporting as what everyone thinks they are. Family seems to lost it meaning of Father And Mother I Love You because family members don't seem to understand and love you. In simple words, they are just putting on an act.

Love life may be fruitful and wild sometimes. But there's time you still wish that the other partner would understand you more. Though it maybe hard to compromise but at least there's an effort put in. And there they may bring smiles but often it's short term. On a long term, you will seem to stop smiling because many times, the other half would think that they have done compromising and caring for you and stop there. Stopping there is equilavent to my world's ending. Because this tells me that the other half has already given up, hanging someway there. However, thank god that mine other half has always been supporting and caring throughout and hence i've not yet feel the feeling of being given up on. But what if one day he decides to give up?

Likewise, people are loving me and i love them back. But i seem to stop loving myself.

Thanks special one for your previous comment

Aisyah Ong!

2009-08-05T18:06:00.002+08:00

I was reading Aisyah's blog and it brought

many smiles (:

Disneyland

2009-08-04T20:41:00.001+08:00

I jumped at the sight of the two Pooh cups Razi got back from Hong Kong
So what if i am going Sixteen?
I just love to remain a kid
Thanks Razi

School Camp '08

2009-07-31T12:52:00.003+08:00

Suddenly i miss school camp. As in 2008's. When it was held at Labrador. Reminisce last year memories..
It was way better than this year. Su An was telling me yesterday that she saw Nas! The camp instructor i meant.
Dammit, when would it be my turn? Miss those days when both of us was firm to say
"Nas was hot"
Secondary school life. Good days. Thanks for the memories

I've semi-moved

2009-07-23T22:08:00.005+08:00

Some people still does not know about my livejournal because they didn't notice it.
Livejournal

Photos update

2009-07-19T10:01:00.001+08:00

Navin's place

It's time to mend it!

2009-07-16T16:50:00.002+08:00

AN AHfam OUTING IS NEEDED!
Ok girls?
:D

Good girlfriend

2009-07-12T19:36:00.007+08:00

Hey girl, though we ain't that close like the old times but youre still my best girlfriend and i'm there always. You can still approach me anytime if you need some bull crapshit or whatsoever. I'm still as crappy as ever! :D

2009-07-10T22:47:00.005+08:00

I want to be the compromising one,

we will.

The Haunting in Connecticut and 18Chef.

Thanks for being there.

Appreciated.

2009-07-09T19:54:00.004+08:00

I am in a fluster.

I know i don't wanna lose you.

Can i believe you?

Can i trust you all over again?

Let me break down.

God help me.

2009-07-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

Never felt so betrayed before.

Happy Birthday, Miss M

Diagonal Pal becomes Left-Right buddy

2009-07-07T16:18:00.005+08:00

Change of seating plans that brought Ally, Furqaan, Berwin and Fikri closer to me. With Sinthu, we make a laughing gang. I love my neighbours! Mrs Wong's sure gonna get pissed by our laughter. So much for social distancing, guess we'll all just perish together when h1n1's here.

Btw, had Cheena teachers for Oral. Superb!
Ok bye!

2009-07-06T20:17:00.010+08:00

History repeats itself.
Even a robot needs a leave.

Guess i need to make my leave

2009-07-06T17:33:00.003+08:00

Youre bias,

but i will never give up on you, my friend.

Oral tmr, let's start speaking chinese friends!

Ok bye!

2009-07-05T09:16:00.010+08:00

Good Morning!

Studied with Reverandoms + Lijie yesterday at Raffles Hosp Coffee Bean. Mental stress among ourselves sort of runined our mood earlier. Nevertheless, we had fun.

Dinner at Eastpoint, we talked fr 2 hours straight. There's so much to share about our families each.

A struggle at night. I'm bad at words. At last its over. I'll never give up on a friend like you!

Compromise is the word of the day.

Blogger sucks today, it takes forever to upload pictures.

Ok bye!

2009-07-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

I wish things could get better from what they are now.

2009-06-30T18:08:00.004+08:00

The mention of Bangkok thirlls me.

So does Amanda!

If only Os end tmr.

5 days, a week.

So be it!

Furqaan would love all this videos

2009-06-28T12:50:00.005+08:00

#1 Unsuccessful try
#2 I can hear Goo shouting my name
#3 The Super Hilarious'
#4 Let's spin!

2009-06-27T17:38:00.001+08:00

Do you have the qualities of chivalry?

2009-06-27T13:53:00.002+08:00

Since everyone is blogging twice about Explorer Kids,

i shall blog the third time.
Let's go back there!

2009-06-26T18:47:00.002+08:00

OH YAH! Was at Goo's place when i heard about Michael Jackson died. Never had any good impression of him, maybe one day i would. Was watching videos when i realised that i could sneeze with my eyes opened and my eyes didn't popped out. Indeed incredible.
Furqaan, we can really be family friends already!

Thank You.

2009-06-26T18:27:00.004+08:00

2 years 6 months and 26 days, you went through my ups and downs with me. Every break, patch, stead, heartaches and cries with me. You watched how men enter and leave my life but you were never part of this cycle because Broccoli and Cauliflower are thicker than blood. You'd better not leave me or i'll cry like a bitch. Don't wanna me be a bitch, stay by me and let me call you bestf forever.

Happy sweet sixteen

Typical Girls

2009-06-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

I feel young

2009-06-26T09:41:00.001+08:00

After screaming my lungs out for Drag Me To Hell, we went to unwind with little kids. Tall people like us were panting at the second round crawling over the short place and 360 degrees rotating hole and going many rounds down the slides. This is how fun Explorer Kids can be.

The place will make you go crazy without any sugar.
And this's what happens when we on the timer for camera shots.
(Eh, i'm kinda good in fighting for the camera)

Enough of fighting, time to share, we started taking multiple shots.

When we all got tired,
we started to pounce on each other

Allison tried her best to get us out because she was too thirsty,
but hey wait, one group photo.

Okay, good day!

2009-06-25T21:31:00.004+08:00

Rejuvenated.
DRAG ME TO HELL, EXPLORER KIDS

(PHOTOS)

2009-06-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

I HAD NO FUCKING REASON BUT TO TEAR WHEN I LET MY FRIEND DOWN

I HAD NO BLODDY IDEA WHY

THINGS AIN'T GETTING BETTER IN ANY WAY

I ONLY WISH THINGS TO RETURN TO IT'S OLD WAYS

IF ONLY I DIDN'T CAME UP WITH THE IDEA

STUPID ME

I'VE LET DOWN MY LOVE AND MY FRIEND

THOUSANDS OF APOLOGIES WOULDN'T GAIN BACK THE LOVE AND TRUST THEY USED TO HAVE IN ME.

2009-06-24T21:59:00.004+08:00

Broccoli.

2009-06-24T15:02:00.001+08:00

LALA, GOING OUT WITH BESTF TODAY

KIM GARY HERE WE COME

(L)

2009-06-22T21:12:00.006+08:00

I knew i was foolish.

I shouldn't have used our relations,

the trust you had in me,

to play such a childish prank.

I'm sorry, i love you.

2009-06-22T10:28:00.002+08:00

Heheh.

Razi still remembers that i'm Lyn Lee, the boss of Awfully Chocolate.

You people never read newspaper ah.

Nvm Razi, i give you 90% discount.

Selamat Hari Bapa

2009-06-21T12:20:00.008+08:00

Look deeper into your stubbornness and your short temper, i see myself. You are always full of sacarstic jokes towards Bro and you proved to people that a father could actually dote on the daughter more than the son. You used your cleverness to prove me wrong in every conversation we have, making me ending up with a "you're correct dad", without giving me the chance to show a little intelligence of mine. You were smart to be the first to find out everything about me, from studies to relationships. I believe no dad could beat you in reading your child's handphone like a friend. You know what? I actually know that you peek into my phone sometimes and i know what's running through your mind whenever i go secretive upon a phonecall or sms. Heheh, i think i won you for that. Though it seriously pissed me off when you like to vent your anger on us, i treat it as a compliment because this shows how much family meant to you that you would only vent your anger on us and not on a mistress. Well, i hope by the next fathers' day you would seriously accept my little misgivings that you think it sucks because i would have accpeted your sucky attitude by then. Your excuse would be stress. But i know, menopause right?

I'm vivacious because of you, i love you.

Friend is the strong pillar to a fall.

2009-06-20T13:39:00.009+08:00

My male bestfriend,

I would use the word,
Cauliflower.
As classic as our friendship.
Am blessed to have you.

2009-06-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

AM REALLY EAGER TO WATCH DRAG ME TO HELL

with Furqaan, Amanda, Razi and Zhen Hong

2009-06-19T22:40:00.008+08:00

CLICK HERE TO LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING!

2009-06-17T20:59:00.007+08:00

(CHANGI VILLAGE CRAVINGS FOLLOWED BY SLACKING AT AIRPORT...)

2009-06-16T18:02:00.001+08:00

you bulldog

you sour cherry

ooops, sorry

2009-06-14T13:47:00.002+08:00

do you still remember,

HAPPY 1st YEAR HIROUKA CLAN!

Luanne, Nizham, Aisyah, Carel, Muhammad, Xuan Da, Shirley, Razi, Navinhan, Amanda, Allison, Nuriana, Shuhadah, Berwin, Sebastian, Rina, Faiqal, Aleef, Nabeel, Furqaan, Zhen Hong, Muy Kim, Shafawati, Uma, and Jacinta.

Mr Mohd, Miss Melissa, Miss Tok, Miss Yang, Ms Chua, Mr Cheong, and Mrs Cheong.

Hatanaka, Yamakura, and Yuri.

remember the goody old days back in Hiroshima? no no, should start from the interview days, when we were shaking with fear answering the teachers' question, and amazingly WE GOT CHOSEN! our BIG NAMES on the notice board, then smiles on our faces. attending each meetings, singing lessons, dancing lessons and japanese lessons, getting to know each other really well. remember those cool days when we sang SHIRAKABA.. so loud till our lungs nearly break? and learning how to speak japanese in our weird accent and laughing our ass off. remember the day before we left, the excitedness we had, butterflies in our stomach etc. then in hiroshima, the yummy restuarant food and ice cream, the TOMATOES WE WERE FORCED TO EAT and the BITTER GREEN TEA? OMG! and those awesome sightseeings and school visit of kawaii girls and guys, plus HOME STAY! bet'd you miss your otosan and okasan and those little cutie pies.

WE MUST CATCH UP SOON YEAH~

2009-06-14T10:49:00.005+08:00

*************

I WENT MASSIVE WITH FLEA FLY FLO FUN MASSIVE DEALS!

40BUCKS GONE WITH 9 ITEMS

I WANNA WATCH DRAG ME TO HELL

MEN, ANYONE?

2009-06-11T17:21:00.000+08:00

I LIKE RAZI'S R21 MOVIE YESTERDAY!

2009-06-09T15:36:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SHARIFAH HASLINDA BTE SYED OMAR, MOTHER TERESA!

Colours Of Loyang VI

2009-06-05T23:59:00.003+08:00

FOR MORE PHOTOS, VISIT HERE

Hakim's 17 and Navin's 18

2009-06-04T20:53:00.004+08:00

(PICTURES..)

2009-05-22T20:54:00.003+08:00

I DON'T KNOW THIS YEAR COL CANNOT WEAR SCHOOL UNIFORM!

2009-05-21T14:49:00.005+08:00

SLEEPING TIME!

Update.

2009-05-19T23:04:00.006+08:00

OMG, 4 PIMPLES!
I NEED MY SLEEP BADLY
I MISS MY GRAN NOODLES
UNCLE LEONG TAUGHT ME LEARN, UNLEARN, RELEARN
& I MISS CRAPPING WITH AH TONG
I SEE HER WAVING GOODBYE TO US, REST IN PEACE GRAN
K, BYE

2009-05-10T20:05:00.003+08:00

Happy Mothers Day

2009-05-09T23:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 13th BRO

HAPPY 17th MORITZ

(L)

2009-05-08T20:40:00.005+08:00

I don't like Mas Selamat, he have been so famous this past year with his face everywhere even at the toilet entrance. Now that he has been caught, he's still appearing in the headlines and almost every page of the newpapers. He stole the limelight of me today when i actually thought of having a nice chat with my dad. UH!

Seldom see Chean online and once i see him, he wanna test me history. But still thanks buddy!

2009-05-07T17:30:00.006+08:00

I love ~~Maths Physics Chemistry~~
Trying to cheer up with "Midyears are traditionally difficult"

2009-05-05T21:43:00.004+08:00

You don't like me and i don't like you either. People around me are pretty messed up with their social life so am i but what's the point. Guess i'm not the only one who freaked out over physics paper today :(